Frustration. I want to have a partner. I want that very much. But I seem to force myself to like people that I just know I can’t. I pretend they meet my specifications. But no, it just can’t work.
The struggle is real! Sometimes you wish you could go back and re-do some things that you know for certain have brought you to the point you’re in now. Specifically for me was not caring about being in relationships. I just don’t know how to or care to keep a relationship.
I’m going to take a long break. I do have other items on my to-do list that definitely could use attending to. Women I don’t know you and I seem to not want to get to know you. Just maybe, I am looking to hard and as they say when I least expect it, it just might happen.